I'm kinda miffed, but I totally should've known. I was at Meijer a few weeks ago, looking for some books in paperback (SHOULD'VE WENT TO TARGET!). I ended up finding Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire so I could complete the series in just paper back, so I have paperback and hardcover. Also ended up finding the book that "True Blood" is based on. I thought that was the only book. WRONG! Amazon has them listed as a set. I feel so lame. I had every intention on starting that book tonight since I finished Coraline. Guess not. :-/

I just feel so incomplete without the rest of the series at hand. Does that make me lame? Like, I bought all of the Twilight series at once. And for Christmas in 2001 I got the first three Harry Potter books as a gift from my cousin. It almost feels like an OCD-ish. I'm not going to label myself with that, because there's obviously more to it than just "feeling weird without" something.

I'm having an anxiety attack right now. Not because of the books. I'm not exactly sure. But I wish this feeling would go away. :(

I don't know how to write this because I feel so ashamed. So, I'm just going to write it.

I am afraid of how much weight I've gained. I gained back most of the weight I lost, I know that's for sure. I'm not going to blame the holidays, because I know I could've controlled myself. But now I'm going to be more dedicated than I have been in the past. I'm going to start cooking at home more, and exercise. Actually put my 1200 calorie diet cook book to use. I don't care what my mom says or does. But this needs to stop. There's no such thing as a quick fix for losing weight. *sighs*

I have removed the some of my friends from my LJ because I no longer want you reading it. I am pretty angry right now, and been accused of something pretty heavy.

Although I am pretty upset, I wish those I have removed from my LJ nothing but the best.

Sorry peeps. This journal is friends only. Comment to be added!